Purpose

           I feel like if my life were a movie this would be that inspiring moment in my life. The instance where I find my foot hold, my niche in this world. It would be spontaneous, like I read or saw something and BAM. My life made since. There was meaning and purpose behind it all. A hidden quality that was always with in me yet just now discovered.


           To bad for us all that reality doesn't work that way. So I ask the people out there... How do you know what to do with your life? How do you find the one thing that your good at and turn it in to something great or at the very least something fulfilling. 

           My problem is that I know I have something in me that wants out. A need that wants to be filled. I just cant figure out what it is. It's like a phantom itch. You feel the need to scratch it yet cant pinpoint where it is exactly, usually it goes on till it hits the point where it gets so itchy it's almost painful. This is my dilemma. This un-found quality or piece of me is in need of a good scratch, so much so that it's painful yet still I search in vain. Always close but never able to reach it.  


           So where do you go from there? How do you grasp something unseen and out of reach. How do you find true purpose without knowing all there is to know about yourself? How could you ever be fully fulfilled without it?